Bunctius'
Book Review of
"The Sea of Light" by Jennifer Levin
The
Sea of Light was initially published in 1993. I was much younger
then, and I suspect a great deal dumber. Nonetheless, it struck
a chord, for reasons which elude me now but were perhaps prophetic
more than relevant at the time. Gabrielle suggested that I choose
a favorite book to review first, and I instantly decided upon
this one.
Jennifer
Levin, who wrote The Sea of Light, later penned a book I haven’t
read called Water Dancer, and then vanished. I’m sure she’s
out there, trying to teach young and eager minds “how to
write” in some small New England academic haven, an endeavor
which Mark Helprin once supposed would be about as easy as stringing
oak trees together in bails like hay.
I
reread The Sea of Light this past weekend, trying to recall what
it was that drew me to it and kept it at the top of the list of
books I recommend to people for the past decade. Having read straight
through it again, I have come to the conclusion that writing it
must have been as difficult, as emotionally exhausting, as reading
it is. If I had peered into my own head, found the story told
in this book, and written it down, I might never have written
another word.
In
fact, I don’t think I’ll read the next book I’m
reviewing until I’ve taken a week, or two, or three, to
digest The Sea of Light again, from this older, presumably less
dumb, perspective.
This book is hard. There are no two ways about it. Yet it is not
hard in an unkind way or evil way, just hard the way life sometimes
is. It weighs a lot, metaphorically speaking. It tells several
stories, from several points of view, but primarily it tells the
story of two survivors. One young woman survives a plane crash
that costs the lives of those she loves most. One middle aged
woman survives the loss of her lover to cancer. The two of them
lead a parallel existence, the younger one as an athlete (swimmer)
trying to make a comeback, and the elder as her newfound coach.
Both of them are pounding their heads daily against the brick
wall that is learning how to love the living again. They almost
can’t remember how to touch other people, and they certainly
can’t remember how to let themselves be touched.
Throw
into this mix the voices of those around these women - the athlete’s
father, a Cuban immigrant who has spent his life trying to create
a “white” world for his WASP wife and their darker
skinned children, and yet must turn to his Cuban heritage to try
to heal his daughter; the hapless but ever optimistic daughter
of Holocaust survivors who falls hopelessly in love with the damaged
swimmer; and the delightfully mainstream and sarcastic younger
brother, who points out when you least expect to hear his voice,
let alone wisdom, that we are all refugees, in one way or another.
Levin
is consistently wordy, analytical, determined to express in black
and white the kinds of things that most of us can’t even
acknowledge that we feel, let alone articulate. But she very often
succeeds. What it is her characters feel is at turns painful,
confusing, exhilarating, relieving, and surprising.
If
there is a lesson or moral or fundamental point to be found in
this story, it comes from the middle aged coach. She describes
a revelation that has struck her, on the difference between permanence
and significance. She points out that, while we would all like
the things we accomplish, or people we love, to be permanent,
what they are in fact is significant. Their lack of permanence
suggests an inherent futility in the process of living itself,
and yet the significance of certain things redeems the process.
This book does what life does. The lack of permanence is hammered
home by events that seem astoundingly unfair, yet the significance
of certain gestures and moments shines through, very quietly.
It
still tops my list of recommended books, but I won’t be
reading through it again for at least another decade.
The
Sea of Light, by Jennifer Levin is available in paperback from
Plume (a subsidiary of Penguin), through Amazon and major bookstores.
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can contact Bunctius at bunctius@dcdykes.com.
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